In Sadness, Darkness and Nothingness
I see you, walking,
holding new poor girl in you arms.
I watch how you kiss her,
you look up the rainy day.
I remember the way we were
together all the time like that.
You held me, you kissed me,
you made me smile like the poor girl right now.
In sadness I find mine
In darkness I can bleed alone
In nothingness I feel me
feeling never will be with you!
I touch the window, tears falling,
I'm calling you silently by name.
No, you can't hear, don't want to,
just wanting to torture me in this Hell!
Too quiet, too lonely,
I cry these bloody tears for you.
The poor girl, so happy,
shares now the same Hell as me.
In sadness I find mine
In darkness I can bleed alone
In nothingness I feel me
feeling will kill you some day!